As another
UW quarter comes to an end, I am amazed at the amount of coursework and student
teaching I have accomplished in just a few weeks time. As I look back on this past quarter I can’t
help but see that I have become quite reflective about my learning and teaching. Since it still doesn’t feel natural for me to
reflect via blogging, I find that I do much more reflection by talking with
others, especially my Cooperating Teacher and others in my cohort. I find that I like the dialog of sharing my
thoughts, observations and questions and having that immediate feedback or
insight given in return. In fact, my
favorite times in our UW classes are those where we are given the task of
sharing with our small groups about our experiences in our classrooms. Similarly, one of my favorite times of the
day at my main placement school is the end of the day, when my Cooperating
Teacher and I have time to reflect on our day, on our students, goals, and on
how our teaching was effective and how it can be improved.
While I haven’t really enjoyed writing
my own blog posts, I have enjoyed reading those of my cohort members. I am continually impressed by their honesty
and bravery in sharing vulnerabilities and struggles. I am also impressed with their reflection,
creativity and insightfulness. If I had
to chose one blog post this quarter that showed personal reflection and
significant growth I would choose my post titled, The Math Teacher I Want to Be. (See link below). In this post I admitted that I had been doing
some serious reflecting on a math lesson taught by Allison. In fact, I couldn’t stop thinking about it,
and began feeling quite convicted. Through
deep reflection of my own personal beliefs and assumptions, I had come to an understanding
that there is a big problem with ones teaching and with a classroom community
if the students are never sharing incorrect answers with the class. By thinking deeply and thoughtfully about
classroom community and teacher expectations, I was not only able to see the flaw
in my thinking but it has shaped the vision I have of the kind of teacher I
want to be. It was a powerful moment for
me, and one I won’t soon forget.
~ Christy
